Bad Habit #1

I stay up too late.

I did this last year when I was at High Point for a while. But it was a lot worse - I'd stay up til 4:00 and then have to nap for three hours every day.

I haven't gotten to that point yet this semester. But it's becoming progressively closer.

I need to take more demanding classes next year. I am bored out of my mind. Maybe I will take extra hours?

More than anything I just really wish I would get an RA position. Or I want someone to shove some responsibility in my face - I need to feel needed.

I am also in desperate need of a summer job that pays well but will still allow me to take two weeks off to work at Duke Youth Academy. It feels like I am running out of time.

Spring Break in two days. The mere sound of those words causes a bubble of elation to expand so rapidly in my chest that I think I could float away.

Sometimes life makes me feel like a total failure. I'm so glad God's grace doesn't depend on where I spend my summer or how much college debt I graduate with or whether or not I can live off campus or if I feel really confused about who I am supposed to be.

He is good, He is good, He is good.